back to life

Yawn up the job center not even my signing day, could have given me a week off since its christmas bloody fool

plotting

Trying to think of story plot ideas but its not going so good

MJ t-shirt

Just ordered that MJ t-shirt i have wanted forever, glad i never got it before though its gone right down

Pressie list <3

From the family – Mum, Dave, John, nan, granddad, Les etc & Dave’s family
Thomas Sabo Bracelet
tennis bat charm
dolphin charm
Eiffel tower charm
V charm
Michael Jackson vision DVD
Michael Jackson album cover picture
Michael Jackson picture book
Michael Jackson: The magic the madness the whole story book
Michael Jackson Legacy dvd
£175
Birds of a feather series 1 DVD
Birds of a feather series 2 DVD
cloudy with a chance of  meatballs DVD
how to train your dragon DVD
tin of celebrations
box of 60 Jaffa cakes
corrie box set
corrie book
bucks fizz
peroni beer
2 pairs of jammie bottoms
NYC t-shirt
Mickey Mouse t-shirt
Minnie Mouse t-shirt
Me2u bear
Me2u jammies
7 pairs of slipper socks
polar bear bath fizzer
bath salts
Charlie spray
bubble bath


From Toni
Michael Jackson light up duck
Angry Donald/Chip & Dale pin badge
Mickey Mouse/Chip & Dale pin badge
Angry Donald quote book
Donald cup
Donald on a sledge board toy
Michael Jackson artwork poster

Finally

Finally had dinner at half 5, opening pressies from grandad/john/nan in a bit :)

Sleepy head

Well well someone is sleepy today that’s twice….it’s what you get for staying out till half 3 i guess LOL!!!!

Hungry

Still not had dinner yet, today has been a bizarre day i must say

M.Jackson

Charlie is asleep

So i am watching MJ’s vision dvd while mum and Dave are out :) can’t beat a bit of Michael on Christmas day.
I’m actually knackered though it has already been a long day

Unwrapped

Finally opened our pressies after a torturing morning. Mum & Dave are off to Dave’s mums soon to see his nephews open the bikes Dave got them.
Charlie will be asleep soon i think so i will stick a dvd on :)
Will post a pressie list later tonight when i have opened everything

Slowly does it

Finally getting somewhere, mum and dave are up just waiting for Charlie to finish wrapping his pressies for people as he was out lastnight and never did them.

Torture!!!

This is pathetic now why the hell can’t i sleep i am soooo bored on me own now. I’m watching OTH but that isn’t helping either urggggggh!!!

Dropped off

Just woke up again, managed to fall asleep eventually for an hour and a half still got a loooooooong wait till 9am when i am waking the brother up lol what a hellish morning this will be lol!!

Naughty!!

Couldn’t sleep so opened stuff from Toni. Will list what she got me along with everything else when i know it all :)

It’sssss Christmassss

Merry Christmas all…can’t believe i am awake and Charlie has only just gone to bed. Gunna have to open stuff from Toni if i can’t get back to sleep LOL!!!!!

Have a fab day all and Merry Christmas

OTH coda quote

I adore this coda quote from series 5 and just want to share it.

Make a wish and place it in your heart.
Anything you want, everything you want.
Do you have it? Good!
Now believe it can come true.
You never know where the next miracle is going to come from, the next smile, the next wish come true.
But if you believe that it's right around the corner
and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it
You just might get the thing you're wishing for.
The world is full of magic.
You just have to believe in it.
So make your wish.
Do you have it? Good!
Now believe in it.
With all your heart.

The Pact 2010

By some kind of dodgy fate I think me and T both received the stuff we got each other for Christmas in the post today.

Thing is we have a pact that neither of us can open them till Christmas day which is easier said than done because we both want to do it now lol but we will try and be good and see how long it takes us to crack lol!!!

If it was anyone else I’d just do it now though hehe!!!

hahahaha

Mum is helping John put his xmas tree up soooOooooooo funny they like big kids lol

The things I do…

…for Toni

I have spent all day doing her a nice powerpoint presentation, taken me an age but finally done all i can for now. I will be adding more to it as we do more stuff i think.

I think she liked it when i showed her :) Hope she did anyways LOL!!!

Sabo

Ooooh i’m excited for xmas so much now…..mum has got me a Thomas Sabo (TS) charm bracelet for xmas, she showed it to me tonight incase i didn’t like the bigger one and it’s gorgeous i adore it so add that to the excitement of Vision and you have me buzzing <3

Another good’un

Another good night as predicted with T and our text chats with both IAC and XF. Mutual Cher hatred sounds about right yeah T? I can’t stand her at all she is so up herself it is unreal and so not as good as she thinks she is.

We so love Stace and Shaun on IAC god knows how many times we said awwww at them tonight lol became a bit of a joke in the end.

Good weekend so far hopefully Cher will go tomorrow night to make it an even better weekend.

Classic!

What a night. Just me and Charlie in and this girl who looks like a druggie knocks on the door saying is Dave in? So clearly we said no and she’s like oh crap i need his phone.

So she goes and i phone mum to see if she recognises the description and she says nope but if she knocks again don’t answer cos it could be a scam….so Charlie goes and grabs a baseball bat and eventually i go to bed.

She knocks again though and we just ignored it but it got louder so we just gave in and answered again she is like is Dave here so Charlie says nah we already told you that and she said he must be here he just has to be again we say nope he’s gone out with my mum and she says are you sure (well yeah course we are sure) but Charlie says what’s his name so she says Dave….not that bright and he says no full name and she says Dave turner so we’re like you got the wrong house and she says is this the shared house and we say nah its next door (our old house) and the one the other side of it as well

The funny thing is when she was beating down the door when we wasn't answering Charlie had phoned our uncle to come up but by time he got there the situation was solved and Charlie felt like an idiot for calling so when he did get here he invented 2 blokes and said it was the girl and 2 men but john had seen the girl and spoke to her so he said it’s just her i spoke to her a sec ago so Charlie said oh well dunno what happened to them then first time there was 3 of them…..OMG!!!! what a night total class tbh soooo funny I've gone back to bed now lol

Great weekend :)

It’s going to be a great weekend i think. Mum & Dave are out all weekend just me and the brother in. I spent tonight texting T we started our text chats on I’m a celebrity now lol been fab tonight tomorrow we got IAC again and XF so will be another great night, i think we both love Stacey and Shaun on IAC and hate Cher on XF. What a weekend it will be, i do love our text chats though.

Pinch punch ETC

It's the first of December woop woop Christmas in 24 days can't wait. Saw the vision box set yesterday so I am buzzing :)

Jest a jock!!!

WOW!!!!! What a funny night on SW. Let me explain :)

Went to tea rooms early evening with Spark and met LJ in there then along came Aces :)

Spark had to go for a bit so i stayed in tea with LJ and we met a vip fan named KayKay who was hanging with us and we got into a band which quickly escalated into a girls aloud tribute band.
I was Cheryl, spark was Nicola, LJ was Sarah, Aces was Simon Cowel and some randomers made up Nadine and Kimberley.

If that wasn’t bad enough i went off to watch tv for a bit then came back and we got onto ads for pads a nice advert for sanitary pads where I model for LJ and smile and say “always ultra, pads wonged tight to fit my thong” rotfl

Then another freak came by asking where Rachel was so we said having a tea party at Dan's and she should go ask the helpers at the hub where he lived rotfl

Don’t get me started on the next delight…Milly. She couldn’t spell for anything. NOTE: the following sentence has been modified by me to make all her bad spellings into a full on sentence “I’m jest jocking dont brack me or dillin will find out and be a babby loosr” it was sooooo funny i’ve never laughed so much

But then comes Sueee….now sue was doing ok till she poxy said “no dip” i mean wtf is that so LJ was asking and asking what it was and sue just said she said it so should know what it means WTF nooooooooo

And the brooom well the brooom hmmmmm lets just say hardly any broom there to be honest :)

Oh and some freak wanted me to jump off a cliff and not make a title wave? really not sure thats the one she meant

Driving like a pro

Congratulations

To my little Brother Charlie

who passed his driving test today

Well proud of him

New Lapppy

Got my new laptop this morning. It is ace not quite learnt it all propper yet but its good what i have done with it so far and it’s quiet which is nice lol

Fecked!!!

God i am fucked this morning, them late nights have messed me up and to top it off my sweet brother just woke me up singing and he now has his rap music blaring out. Thanks bro

IAL Partaaaay (4)

Had one of the best nights ever tonight with the IAL girls especially Laura, Kelz & Katie :) <3 was really funny. Off to bed now though i am knackered as i have had a late couple of nights. Night <3

IAL Partaaay (3)

Having another good night. Think it will be another late one though still not met the target. Laura has somehow convinced me to post videos again...oh the deep joy thanks LaaLaa

IAL partaaaay (2)

Oh what a night. Been on IAL partying all night lol it’s now 2am and i am still up (obviously) will be knackered tomorrow lol.
Fab night though with Laura and Kelz though. :)

Birthdaay Announcement

Happy 43rd Birthday to Letitia Dean

Also happy birthday to Faye Tozer

IAL Partaaay (1)

Having a wiiiicked night with Laura hopefully Kel will be on soon :) still a long way to go though to meet the target hehe wish us luck :)

Night in

Everyone gone to see Peter Kay so I'm in on my own had a nice pizza and some mint ice-cream yum yum now watching xfactor so having a nice night :)

Firework night

Have a and safe night folks

PMSL!!!

Such a funny night. I got an email from Noel's xmas presents and unfortunately Toni never got her suprise but her sister told her i'd been talking to her and about what we were planning and she didn't believe her lol which amused me lol

Xfactor weekends

For ages now me and T, without fail spend our weekend nights texting about xf and our mutual hate for Cher and Katie. It's always nice i really enjoy it and i think she does tooo ღ

Halloween

ღღღღღღ

Happy Halloween

2010

ღღღღღღ

sundaaay

As ever had a nice sunday chat wi T

snuggled

Finally in bed but bloody freezingM my room sucks

londooon

On way to ldn for marks 40th

brotherr

Happy 18th Birthday

Little

Brother

awww

Had a nice chat with little Michelle tonight I misss school

Corrupted Tanya

Ok i have done it again i have turned Tanya into a One Tree Hill fanatic, i still have the skills go meeeee

gaaAh

Waiting for mum to take me to the job center lol jooooy only to hand a form in but still

Forum plans

Can't believe i am thinking of setting up a forum just need Laura's help with it

seasooon 7

Got my dvds today I actually think season 7 is a strong competetor for best oth season specifically the last few eps starting with lydia's return and continuing with haley's depression

oth season 7

Hopefully I will get oth season 7 tomorrow cue the most cutest speech from Jamie "I'm not crying for me, I'm crying for you. Your mum's gonna die. The one thing I never wanna lose is you or daddy"
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♥ Jamie Scott ♥ Haley James Scott ♥ Nathan Scott ♥ Brooke Davis ♥ Lydia James ♥ Quinn James ♥ Victoria Davis ♥ Clay Evans ♥ Julian Baker ♥ Dan Scott ♥ Lucas Scott ♥ Skills Taylor ♥ Millicent Huxtable ♥ Marvin "Mouth" McFadden ♥ Jimmy James ♥ Peyton Sawyer ♥ Keith Scott ♥ Quentin Fields ♥ Andre Fields ♥ Alexander ♥ Mia Catalano ♥ Chase Adams ♥ Karen Roe ♥ Lily Roe Scott ♥ Rachel Gatina ♥ Deb Lee ♥ Cooper Lee ♥ Whitey Durham ♥ Alex Dupree ♥
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Writter

Writing stuff for this journal I'm doing only on fethiye Market day geez could take a while this haha and I haven't even wrote everything down it's mainly in note form lol

saturdays/sundays

Awww the last few saturdays/sundays have been really nice with.T we text during xfactor about the crazy acts lol its actually nice she has some funny views lol and it breaks the show up

sneaky

Was sneaky this afternoon and went on mums computer when her and dave went out so I could put some music and pictures on my new blackberry, put some nice pics on from turkey and some nice oth and jack ryder ones and of course my fave songs including dum tek tek, kesi keno, sebi alay, some MJ, tiny dancer, love train and o bunch of randoms from oth and some others I can't think of haha

paiin

My throat is killing me to be honest lol

Watching Free Willy I love this film and it has my most fave mj song at the end of it which makes it even better

Not much to say today so for now bye bye
XxX

day out

Had a nice day up the town with Katie and Ethan had lunch then went for a coffee and did a bit of shopping was cool

hard

Could take a while to get used to my new phone lol its just woke me up lol

Blackberry

Got a blackberry today sooooo happy

Exciited

Wooo I'm excited about this book thing I'm gunna do harrie. Can't wait to start it.

And she did

T did it, she came up with a genius way to do this book for Harrie but i am not ruining the suprise i will take pics of it to show you when its done :)

Boreed

Just tidied my room lol bet it thinks it's Christmas lol oh I wish it was...still won't be long now because me & T have started the Christmas discussions lol

By then I shall have a blackberry yaaaay

Assistance required

I've asked T to come up with some ideas for this book i am doing for Harrie. She is ace at stuff like this so i know she will come up with something.

I had a dream.....

....No don't worry i am not doing a Martin Luthar King on you lol. I really did have a dream. A dream that i am taking as a message to me.

I was trying to find a way to say thanks to Harrie for something (infact the dream involved Emmie aswell) but the card shop ran out of thank you cards and then when i had found something that would do it (i had to get them both the same) and at this point my mum came in and said no that will never do you need to get Harrie something different to Emmie

Then i woke up so i am taking it as a sign that i need to do something for Harrie cos of Turkey so cue the notepad i am going to get and fill it with memories and stuff, something Harrie can look at and remember Turkey by. Sounds like an ace plan to me :)

Pinch Punch

Wow it's the first of October already, where has this year gone? It's been a good year though but i am looking foward to Christmas now to be honest, i think 2011 will be that much better than 2010, though nothing will come close to Turkey which is the best holiday i've ever had (which makes it the first one to beat the last best one i had which was in 1999 - 11 years it took but we did it lol)

Good morning

Ah this time last month we were waking up in sunny Turkey or I was to that damn good morning song Harrie didn't wake up till about 12 lol luckyy ah the memories so many of them I'll do a Turkey memory blog later lol

Take me baack

This time last month we was on the plane, wanna go back tbh feels like ages ago so many happy memories.

Nice chat wi T again oooh and Cheryl is back on xfactor yaaaaaaaaay I love her

How time flies

Can't believe a month ago we were sat at Stansted Airport, that was a very long day that day i must say. As much as i would like to go back i don't think i would want to experience that again lol

Memoriiiies

Ah to think a month ago my trampy cousin was here, I wanna go back a month and re-live it.

Had a nice chat with Toni tonight though, missed it

They're back!!!

The most exciting Eastenders return since Carol & Billie....it's Kat and Alfie <3 now just to get Zoe back and bring Jamie back from the dead to be with her and they will have hit the mark (Jamie will never be back but I live in hope for Zoe)

Alfie was class as always and it's great to have gobby Kat back too though her being in the kitchen took me back to her fight in there with Zoe

Yawwwwwn

I can't sleep :( Came to bed at 9, then something woke me up at half 11 now i can't get back to sleep, which means i am going to be knackered tomorrow :(

Aces

OMG I'm obsessed with it already, it's ace I played it for 2 and a half hours, couldn't put it down even though I knew I should lol

KH

Wahaaay finally playing KH BBS glad to see simple & clean is the theme again. Game looks aceeee too

Birth by sleep

Got kingdom hearts birth by sleep today Argos didn't have any psp consoles tho gayyyys

Boriiing

Oh what a boring week I've had, miss turkeey least we wasn't just sat inside all the time lol take me bacccck

Back to life, back to reality

Gotta go sign on, oh the joys but bright side is I get 4 weeks worth of money at once woooooo

Fiiit boy <3

He added me on fb woop so hot!!!

Grrr!

Damn ear is really bad again :(

Turkey 2010 baibee

One of the best pics from Turkey

Hoooome

We are home, had the longest day yesterday I slept on the plane but still felt fucked when we got in at half 6 yuk!!

Englaaand

Going home today....well not really flight is 2:40am Turkish time 12:40 English time get to my house roughly about 6am English time another yucky flight + 1 (maybe 2) ear infection(s) yawnnnnnn

2nd set

Just got back from second set of jabs thank god that's over

Ear update

Ok so went docs to get some ear drops only for him to tell me I got an ear infection oh the joys and cos we fly tomorrow he had to give me two injections and another two later to go with about 3 boxes of tablets and some ear plugs urghhh bright side is I feel it working what a clever man he is

Yawwwwwn

Can't sleep again cos of ear haven't done anything all day really except sleep what a waste I'm on holiday why do I have to feel so crap now? Urghhhhhh

Ill

Still not feeling good didn't get up till 11 came back to bed at 20 past 12 :(

Arghhhhhh

I can't sleep I'm in soooo much pain I actually just wanna scream or rip my ear off or summat I can't take it. It's 2:30 here been awake since 10 to 1

Paiiiin

Ouch my fucking ear is killing me and I dunno how to stop it. Bright side is the animation team (particularly Ashken and Ockan) have been legendary today firstly Ashken pouring water on Harrie and helping Ockan throw her in the pool and Ockan was funny during the pool games pretending to throw a "caution wet floor" sign at me cos I had my video camera out and calling Harrie "rubbish girl" cos she won't join in with club dances pmsl complete comedy act the pair of them <3

Me tiime

Come back to room on my own for a bit chilling out reading Michael book nearly finished it and got mj playing in background lusssh

The Dave

OMG my mum is an idiot....she was telling me the brush was in her bag that was under the Dave's t-shirt....hmmmm sent me into a ftit of giggles of course lol was rather funny

Todaii

Another day by the pool going up shops in a bit gunna get an ice watch & a pandora bracelet <3

Cluuub seee deee

My amazingly sneaky brother got me a club cd gooooo him <3

Relaaaax

Had an amazing (albeit long) day went on a cruise around the islands most of the day was really nice, swam in the clear blue sea something I had on my todo list took loads of pics lol sooooo pretty <3

Tanned

Woooo I have like the best tan I have ever had sooooo happy about that. Having a good time, miss T thoooo lol

Dum tek tek

Grrrr damn song in my head doing my head in. Day by pool again just with Harrie, rest gone to hisaruno shopping

Traa laa laa

Market was crap yesterday, day at pool again today love the animation team especially Ashken <3

Urgh!!

Up early to go to Fethiye Market yuk!!!!

Animation team

Absolutely love the hotel's animation team (or Reps) mostly men couple of hotties tooo yum yum missed them when they were not around yesterday

Puff

Omg had fecking puffy eyes when I woke up feel like I been in 10 rounds with mike Tyson not good

Lobsterrr

I'm as red as a lobster lol been in pool since 10 lol

Happy birthday

Happy 52nd birthday
Michael Joseph Jackson
1958 - 2009

Weird ideas

About 2/3 times a day the reps here ask all guests to join them at edge of pool and dance with them

And their weird ideas of pool games are 2 teams and the first to get 10 people on a surf board wins lol fun timesss

Chillax

Just had a swim now soaking up the sun this is the life

Dripping

Woah I'm soaked me and Harrie had a splash fight cos I couldn't get in the pool jokessss fun times

Snoozing

 Charlie and Kirsty asleep on the coach lastnight

Barcardiiii

Omg like harrie asked for red bull so they gave her it with barcardi and very strong at that pmsl

Omg yesterday

What a maaaad day didn't get to hotel till 5am local time (3am engliiish time) feel fucked now tbh hardly ate yesterday, missed breakfast today...never felt fucked before a holiday.

Harrie found wi-fi at the hotel so i will post lots of blogs while i am away, but remember any of the blogs posted while i am away are posted in English time which is 2 hours behind Turkey, so for instance if the time posted is 12:30, it is 2:30 out here

Bye Bye England

I'm at the airport now, ready to leave rainy England for sunny Turkey. Been shopping for books and food with my skannnnk now just sat on the chairs waiting to find out which gate we have to go to. Bye everyone <3

Airport

Leaving for the airport now byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

FRAAAAAAAPE!!!!

OMG me and Harrie just had the funniest time facebook raping eachother (FRAPEING) lol was total jokes, haven't laughed so much in aaaaaaaages

Loooool

Me and harrie are watching nene's wedding omg it's jokes

New nicknames

Me and my trampy cousin have added to the nickname list for us both we now have Victor & Harold pmsl

Zzzzzzzz

Harrie is asleep but I can't sleep so watching OTH of course <3 holidaaaay soon woop x

Woooooooooooooop

Harrie just got here yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

Countdown 13

Turkeeeeeey tomorrow
Harrie comes down toniiiiiiiiight

countdown 12

2 days till Turkey
1 day till Harrie comes down

Countdown 11

3 days till Turkey
2 days till harrie comes down

Countdown 10

4 days till turkey
3 days till harrie comes down

draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagging

Countdown 9

5 days till turkeey
4 days till harrie comes down

still seems soooo far away....roll on wednesday night....though thursday will draaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaag

Countdown 8

6 days till Turkeeey
5 days till harrie comes down

<3

Countdown 7

7 days till Turkeyy
6 days till harrie comes down

Going soooooooooooooooo slow

Countdown 6

8 days till turkeeey
7 days till harrie comes down

wooot wooooot

countdown 5

9 days till Turkeey
8 days till Harrie comes down

countdown 4

10 days till turkey
9 days till harrie comes down

countdown 3

11 days till turkey
10 days till Harrie comes down

Countdown 2

12 days till turkeeey
11 days till harrie comes down

Drowned rats

Oooooh i meant to say we got absolutely drenched earlier cos of that rain i had no coat either mum was bringing it if it rained but obvs cos she had to walk into the rain to get me that too got drenched lol drama

Countdown begins

I told you the countdown starts today

13 days till Turkeeey
12 days till Harrie comes down :)

Woot woot :)

Finished my course yaaaaaaay let the holiday countdown and excitement begin I'm in burger king getting lunch right now waiting till mum and charlie come up here to go to the photo studio and see the pics we had done last week it's pissing it down of rain though lol which isn't good

The future doesn't scare me at all

Howdy ya'll
That blog title is actually making me wanna go home and play Kingdom Hearts oops lol not good don't wanna get all obsessed with that game again lol it will take me ages to get out of it.

Boored and really can't wait till 4pm today and 1pm tomorrow for that matter this week has really dragged badly i feel for the poor people stating their 13 weeks now.

Played xbox most of lastnight which was cool the new viva pinata game i got is ace cos it actually has a storyline to it and a reason to do the tasks instead of free roam of the garden to do what you like for no real reason.

Listening to music again (of course lol!) what else is there to do up here? lol Tiny dancer again but still wasn't my first song so i might be getting over that particular song now lol it's been replace by either huddle formation or i don't wanna talk about it (which ever i am in the mood for that day)

Me & Julia keep discovering that we have alot in common...we both like Birds of a feather, we both like GTA San Andreas for the ps2, we both love the KRose radio station in that game, we both like country music and the most bizarre one i think so far is we both like Lily the pink lol and we keep saying the same stuff at the same time which is quite odd at times lol.

Right that is me done talke tomorrow when count down begins lol.

Arrrgh

I can't sleep :( watching One Tree Hill wouldn't be a bad thing if it wasn't "just watch the fireworks" again lol

2 years

Huddle Formation

Don't ask about the blog title it's my song of the moment from One Tree Hill season 3 episode 14 when the cheerleaders enter the Charlotte cheerleading competition and Rachel got Peyton drunk so it all messes up but Brooke saves the day by doing the robot (I love that episode but it's 2 episodes before Keith dies so kinda sucks)

On a happier more personal not it's exactly 2 weeks to the day till Harrie comes down woop!!!! That will be so cool and we get most the thursday together too cos the flight isn't till half 9 at night i think.

Remember yesterday i said no games till after the holiday well scrap that i just got 2  for £20 go me lol!! but it's a bit naughty since i am supposed to be saving but there ya go lol!!!

Oooooh and roll on 4pm tomorrow cos then i will only have to do half a day up here then im finished for the year. Then we really are on a holiday count down so you have that to look foward to come friday lol.

That's it from me till next time at least

These are the days of our lives

Hello Bloggers,
Me again - Joy lol! Bored on this damn course again cos Julia left me on friday lol! Luckily she is still down at Quit with me. Can't wait to finish up here on friday but it does remind me that it is coming up to a year since the stuff with Em happened and here we are going through it all again JOY!!!

Listening to Michael Jackson (what else?) this is actually the first time in about 2 months that i have not put Tiny Dancer on as the first song...what has taken the spot i hear you ask well it was "I don't wanna talk about it" by Rod Stewart.

Been playing my xbox alot since i got it and i can't wait for sims 3 to come out for it and that Michael Jackson game :) I actually need some more games 2 just doesn't cut it even if i do use Charlie's games lol, but i should wait till after my holiday :)

Which reminds me Harrie comes down in 15 days YAY!! will be ace i have told her she has to watch 3:16 with me which i've just decided to watch on my ipod or at least listen to cos god knows i have seen it enough times to know what is happening by just listening to it (shhh don't tell her lol!!) actually when i asked her to watch it with me i wasn't going to watch it cos i hate that Keith dies in that episode, it was hard enough watching from 3:11 to 3:15 never mind 3:16 but truth is i ended up watching it cos i tried skipping it but i just could not accept that Keith was dead cos i hadn't seen it happen.

Right that is enough from me, prob back tomorrow
toodles
xx

Woot woot

Come this time Friday silly course will be done with

< /3

Just watch the fireworks & With tired eyes, tired minds, tired souls we slept < /3 beyond belief

20/21 dayss

Weyheeey 20 days till harrie comes down and 21 days till we go to Turkeey woooop

Yeeee hawww

Just go an xbox 360 yaaaay now need to set it up lol rockiin <3

London Babyy

In London with my tramp lol at Les' playing with George (who is just ace) and Max (who is so cute in some of the pics we have from today).

Christening was an odd experience when the vicar woman got out a doggy puppet....huh?

Earlyy

In an hr I've gotta be up and ready for trip to London

Booo

Oh how I wish I could rewind back to last Thursday and just stay there forever smelling chlorine and having a laugh with Toni & Em

Happy Birthday Max

Happy 1st Birthday
Max

Summer holidaay

28 days till Turkeeey yaaaaaaaaaay

Weekend

Can't wait till the weekend, got Max's christening/first birthday (can't believe he is 1 tomorrow...which makes today a year since i should have seen Michael Jackson :O)

Can be a right idiot wi Harrie at the weekend exciited about Turkeeeeey lol propper geeks the pair of us.

Hoping to get my ps2 memory card from Julia today she should have copied her game over to my card lastnight im hoping hehe

Spose i better go get ready for work yawwwwwwwwwwwwn
toodles

Alton Towers trip post 3

Friday 23rd July 2010
I woke up at 6 which sucked lol and tried to read some of my book but started getting a really bad headache i think from the time spent in the sun the day before so i went back to sleep for a bit till the girls got up at 7am so we got down for breakfast at about 8am

We actually left the room at 10 to 8 but never mind lol and we had the sort of breakfast that my brother wanted to have when we stayed at the premier in for Nan's party i was going to text him to tell him but actually couldn't be bothered lol.

Then we went to the room to collect our bags and take them to the car for the day before heading back to the Monorail that took us back to Alton Towers theme park. The queues were massive to get in which sucked but when it opened it went quite fast but i was feeling sick by now which could have been fear i guess lol cos i knew they wanted me to do Air and/or Nemesis.

The skyrides were not open so we had to walk over to Nemesis/Air which with my blisters was not good. Also didn't help that i wasn't feeling too good.

They did nemsis and i still didnt want to do it, i know T was dissapointed/angry with me or something which made me feel shit. When they came out they wanted to go again and asked me if i had changed my mind yet, i hadn't and i knew things were getting worse with T so i went for a walkto get some water and to watch air which was on its test runs before opening time at 10am (we got in an hour early again) to see if i felt i could do that. Then when i met up with them they said since i hadn't done anything yet we should head on down to 13 least then i would have done something.

The sky rides were not open until 10 so we decided to walk through the gardens to the dark forest...BIIIIIIIIIIIG mistake that walk was awful and i started to feel dizzy and to make it worse when we got to 13 it was closed so we took the skyride back to air so they could do that and i still felt really sick and dizzy so although i wanted to do Air i decided i best not so i went and had a hot chocolate and sit down to try settle down a bit.

They were ages on air and i think i must have sat in about 5/6 different places while waiting for them cos the stupid ride kept breaking down, i think i saw one test ride while i was still drinking my chocolate (they send test rides back out after they get they people round the track who were on it when it broke down the last time) so then i wandered to the shop and looked at the bits in there and then sat on the benches outside the shop where i saw it get stuck half way round so they sent out another test ride then more people but it stopped again so they sent up two test rides before letting anyone round again then they let the next bunch of people on and it was fine then it was finally T & Em's go but they got stuck going up aswell so i think it is fair to say Air was an issue and i am glad i decided not to bother cos i know i would have hated that.

Then they wanted to do ripsaw again i was gunna do it too (didn't want to but i already knew T was having issues with me not doing stuff so i thought i best at least try but i just couldn't.)

Then we decided to do river rapids, it was very spinny and i got soaked lol but that is the whole fun of water rides i think

We kept checking the boards for 13 but i guess it was well and truely broke cos it was still closed so after rapids we did run away mine train which was cool, the guy who sits in the cabin to send then train off was funny though he made the line "choo choo" sound dirty which considering it is a kids ride is actually quite scary lol and bless this one kid who was crying when she got off it cos she didn't like it poor kid <3

Then we had lunch at Towers family resturant i had noodles but they were awful lol then we just chilled on the grass again and went in the shop before going to the coffee shop where i had a hot chocolate but then it got really hot and i didn't really fancy it no more but never mind.

We then went back on the grass before i headed off on my own for a bit to the shop cos i wanted to buy T and Em summat from the shop to say thanks and stuff, and sorry for having been difficult earlier on in the day.

Then i met back up with them and we got the monorail back to the hotel and i gave them their presents, i think they liked them so that is a bonus and then i got my bags from the car and they left me to go back to the hotel to wait for my mum (where i smelt the chlorine again lol)

It was the most amazing trip and i loved it and will never forget it, i hope we go again one day :)

Alton Towers trip post 2

Thursday 22nd July 2010
Ok so i woke up at 2:48am i wasn't impressed and tried everything i could to get back to sleep but OMG was that easier said than done, in the end i actually just gave up and read my Michael Jackson book and understood yet more about Michael and Jordie.

At half 5 Em got up, have to say i was relieved, i'd been up since 10 to 3 and all i had was Em's cat to entertain me lol

We got ready and left em's about 6:45 it was pissing it down with rain and GMTV's weather report didn't fill us with much confidence considering there was a massive thunder bolt over where we was headed...ooops maybe we picked the wrong day lol.

We picked T up about 7 i guess by the time Em got petrol and stuff. I (as usual) were quiet in the car (what is that about? i really don't get that) i spoke to them a bit though haha.

The weather was getting worse the closer we got to Alton Towers which wasn't good. Finally about 9:10am we got to the Splash Landings hotel where we were staying, the guy sent us the wrong way to start with but we found it eventually lol.

We checked in (the woman who checked us in was a little bit toooo happy lol) and dropped our bags off before heading off to get the monorail from the hotel to the park.

I was starting to feel a bit nervous when we got on the train/monorail (it was more like a train so from now on that is what i will call it) T did ask but i think i said no cos it wasn't too much i knew i'd felt worse than this before.

Because we were hotel guests we would have got in an hour earlier than the rest of the park visitors but by the time we got in the park it was half 9 so really we only got half hour but that was cool.

First thing they went on was Nemesis....nono for me i am affraid so i stood in the rain lol. Then they went on Air, another ride i try to avoid at all costs so they asked me to take a pic of them on the way up...they seemed to be gone for a while and the people who went on before them their turn actually broke down so they had to wait even longer for them to sort that out then send a test ride up before letting them on.

They did eventually get their turn and i was sure i wouldn't get the picture they asked me to take but suprisingly i did and it was actually really comical.

Ripsaw next, again not my thing but i am totally cool with that so i was taking pics and recording videos on Emma's camera.

Next we did Hex, which isn't really a ride and i never get why people scream on that because it isn't scary lol

Then we headed to Th13teen/Thirteen/13 wowzers this was the last thing i wanted to do having seen the videos on youtube but having not yet been on anything i didn't have that choice and to be fair Toni was right the video didn't look too bad (looking back on it the video looks tamer than it feels but we will get to that)

The thing about 13 is if you have never been on it before its got a secret element in it and its the first ride of it's kind. Having purposley gone on to youtube to find a video of it when Toni told me 2 weeks before she thought i could do it i knew what to expect.

I'm not sure if knowing helped or made waiting worse, i certainly know that i didn't feel half as bad before 13 as i had done before Rita 3 years before so when Toni asked how i was feeling i honestly didn't know how to answer, i wasn't scared like i was with Rita, so saying i was scared would have been a lie, but so would saying i was looking foward to doing this ride.

Ok so let me explain what the ride does. Its alot like corkscrew the beginning part in that it goes up the hill like a normal rollercoaster and drops you down it, then it goes around the track a bit and then takes you inside and drops you twice before sending the coaster backwards.

The girls behind us were annoying, ok there were alot of wasps but do they HAVE to scream like that? just push it away screaming won't do anything except annoy other people.

It was nearing lunchtime and when we got to a food shack place in the queue for some aero bubbles...turns out not the best idea i'd had i felt sooooo sick when the drop inside happened, not sure about before but certainly that part made me feel like i had no stomach left in me at all.

Em told me to close my eyes and that is pretty much what i did the whole time lol and after i was in so much shock it was actually horrible lol.

After 13 we went for something to eat me and Em had a hot dog and Toni had a jacket potato and then after lunch we headed for Congo River Rapids which was cool.

By now we had lovely weather and just chilled out on the grass for the rest of the afternoon and started to get the idea that we should have took a picnic with us lol but there is always next time for that.

We spent about 2 hours chatting on the grass, was actually quite nice to be fair and so much more chilled than the meet me and Toni had with Stacey in May, and so much more chiiled than i ever thought it could be with Em.

After our grassy chat we was gunna head back to nemesis and air so they could do that again but the queues were stupid so we just decided to grab some tea at the BBQ courtyard place (i began to get the idea wearing my smurf top was a bad idea since the woman who served me decided she would like to have a smurf conversation with me lol) to be fair the fries/chips were the best part of that meal but then again it was hot and i'd been up since 10 to 3 so maybe i wasn't really in the mood for it in the first place lol but i tried to eat cos i knew we wouldn't eat nothing again after that unless i got some sweets or something at the hotel.

After dinner we headed back to the hotel and just chilled with eachother, i gave Toni her book and candle which i think she liked lol though the book doesn't really mean very much now but never mind.

Then me and Em went down to the shop, by now my feet were all blistered up and last thing i wanted to do was wear my shoes so i just went down there in my socks which Em thought was weird but it's a hotel i actually believe that is half the fun of a hotel lol!!!

Toni asked us to look for some hard sweets with soft middles...thing is me and Em has no idea what she was on about lol but we did look incase we found something like that lol. When we got to level 3 (reception) i realised i could have just stayed there all night cos it smelt of chlorine which was ace, i love that smell <3

The guy on the counter....remember i said it was a bad idea wearing my smurf top well he prooved it i think...he told me how he got a cookie monster top and everyone laughed at him and said he was too old...lol!!! remind me NEVER to wear that top (at a place where everybody who works there has to be crazy) again LOL!!!!

Ok so i was telling you how well things were going with Emma right? well it was about to get better, we was just talking and some how it came up that in year 7 i went to athletics club and entered the 1500 meters race for a local competition lol which they found hillarious...which it is but i'm also not that convinced that they actually believe me lol. Granted if i didn't know it was true i would actually think it wasn't aswell but still lol.

The 3 of us spent absolutely ages laughing about that and the fact i got a "good effort" certificate for P.E lol i think we all nearly died laughing sooo many times that night it just isn't real lol.

We carried on chatting alot that night but to be honest i don't really remember everything we talked about lol. I did say something in response to something Emma said and it came out as "i i have" which T was taking the piss out of, she is soooo funny when she does that but i don't know why lol

Then we all took turns having a shower, while Em were in there me and T discussed how easy it had been with Emma, i said none of it made sense in my head at all which it still doesn't but it had been really nice and alot easier than it had been with Stacey two months before and this trip clearly proved that i can relax with people other than Toni lol.

I honestly don't remember how it come to talking about it but somehow we got to a place where i made a mistake in saying that i am not bad at rapping, i swear i thought T were gunna die she laughed that much lol and i hate it when people can't stop laughing cos then it starts me off i think we must have been laughing for at least half hour at the same thing PMSL so funny.

Then we watched Big Brother and i ended up falling asleep...more in other posts

Alton Towers trip post 1

Wednesday 21st July 2010
Wednesday was slightly bizarre, after everything that had happened in the past year with Emma i was actually travelling up to Yorkshire to stay with her for the night...funnily enough though once i was on the train from Stevenage i was actually looking foward to it which seemed slightly weird to me but there you go lol.

Ok so my train from Stevenage train station to Leeds train station was at 14:54, got to Stevenage about 25 to 3 i think. Was much better having waited up the correct end of the platform lol (as last time when i went up to Toni's we stood the wrong end and had to litrally run up to coach B.)

I spent most of the train ride reading my Michael Jackson book (Michael Jackson: The Magic, the madness, the whole story) i got up to the beginning of the 1993 drama with Jordie and Evan Chandler which i was a bit nervous about reading because the book so far had been so positive and if it was going to go down hill anywhere it was what the author said about Michael and Jordie.

As i said i was quite excited on the train at the prospect of seeing Toni and even Emma, it felt sooo weird to me though i mean i understand Toni but Emma? Bust i really was looking foward to it and i was on the way, all that stood between it was 3 or 4 hours for me and Emma and a whole night for me and Toni.

I stopped reading when we got to Wakefield Westgate station (i recognised the black and yello building there and knew we was close), i swear that was the first time that train stopped, but maybe that was just because i was reading and did not realise but i know that last time we stopped at 5 stations before arriving in Leeds, if i am right and the first time it stopped was in Wakey Westgate there was that stop and then Leeds, surely that can't be right lol!!!

Anyway so yeah i started watching where we was going after we got to Wakey i was about 95% sure that the next one was Leeds and then i saw some odd shaped building which made me about 99% sure that we were approaching Leeds and i was right we was.

I arrived at Leeds about 16:48 (ish) and asked at the iKiosk which train i was to get to Dewsbury station and the lady i spoke to said i was looking for platform 12a so i went off in search of platform 12a, easier said than done though i went completely the wrong way (oops) so had to turn back, but it killed some time.

It seemed like the logest wait ever from when i found the platform to when the train to Manchester Victoria (via Dewsbury) it was only like 20 mins but seemed to take forever.

Finally the train arrived and it was a bit late leaving Leeds but to be fair since i had at least an hours wait in Dewsbury for Emma to finish work i wasn't too bothered. There were some guys on the train who talked for England, and it was quite bizarre listening to men with Yorkshire accents when i am used to Toni and Emma.

I had 4 stops (starting at Leeds then on to Cottingley then to Morley then to Batley then Dewsbury) it seemed the longest time from Morley to Batley and to make matters worse it was raining in Batley and therefor raining in Dewsbury.

I have to say i was relieved to be in Dewsbury, but it sucked i had to wait for so long and the bar that Emma told me to go in was full so i just went for a little walk to try and find McDonalds however that was quite difficult i was sure i had gone down the wrong hill so i just sat in a bar called Jack D's which was quite a nice little pub/bar actually compaired to some of the shit pubs in Harlow.

Before i found Jack D's infact it was before i even went looking for somewhere to sit Toni text me and asked how things were going so i told her i was in Dewsbury and she was pleased i think :)

I had two drinks in Jack D's (pint of Lemonade first then a pint of Coke...i really pushed the boat out with the Coke lol) there was a lady in there trying to sing "Don't stop Believing" however she didn't know the words, yet didn't care...and i honestly could not work out if she was drunk or just mad because people down South just would not do what she was doing sober LOL!!!

Em finally text and said she was on the way...turns out she hadn't recieved my last 2 texts and didn't actually know where i was though so where she was on the way to is beyond me but there you go.

I went outside and got me some money from the bank and Em text me asking where i was (see the confusion?) so i told her i was at Jack D's (again) and she hadn't even heard of it i was like if you don't know where i am how am i meant to lol. So i went round the corner and there right in front of me was McDonalds i couldnt believe it if i had known it was there id of gone there and not the bar but never mind...however i am still not convinced it was the same McDonalds that they told me to find because the way both of them described it was nothing like the actual location i found that McDonalds lol but there you go lol!!

Then Em picked me up and took me to hers she did me soup for dinner and we watched Friends for a little bit before going up stairs and watching Midsummer Murders.

I have to say it was amusing watching Em trying to grab the plug in the bath that she made too hot with a coat hanger lol.

We chilled out chatting after she had a bath and then she went to bed about 9:30 i think and i text Toni for a bit, had a right nice chat with her before falling asleep. Before i went to sleep though i did lay thinking how weird it felt to be getting on ok with Em.

More in following posts.....

Phew!!!

Jeeees what a fab time i have had the last 3 days...just got back but i am too tired to post tooo much so will write about it tomorrow :)
Night all
xx

toniiiiiiiiight

Going Em's tonight should be cool :)

Wow!!

Omg soooo scared about everything now

Countdown

3 days till I go to Em's
4 days till AT
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop

Turkeeeeey twenty ten

Holiday booked wooooop will be soo good to go away with my trampy cousin woooooooo turkey baybeeeeee

Good daaaaay

Had a fab day up the course today Julia came sat with me yesterday afternoon and we got talking and today she was put on a placement with me so we got to spend more time together, that woman's arse was HUGEEEE for such a small woman lol and we just cracked up about that and i ended up spending lunch time with her and Sam. In the afternoon i asked Julia to draw me some things only it turned into the most messed up cartoon characters EVER!!!! (Disney should watch out, here come the atstrio with devilicious characters) we had Jackie the rabit (Sev/Sav) that was a cross between Tigger, chip & dale, a butterfly, a devil and an angel and Joeeey the psycho dog that was a cross between pluto, a devil, an angel & freddo frog lol and finally anorexic donald duck the modern role model for kids...he was just keeping up with the teen mags lol

Will you still care?

Hello bloggers, bored again so thought i would write a blog again. I am knackered, hardly slept lastnight :( which sucks lol.

Helped Sam on my course today, bless her she isn't very good with iPods and iTunes lol!! so i helped her and put some songs on her ipod for her.

Gunna put my iPod on in a sec i think lol dunno which song yet though, maybe a Michael Jackson track....will you be there maybe? dunno cos the end makes me sad sometimes.

Talking about that song has now given me inspiration for the blog title so case you was wondering why i used this blog title it is because of that song lol.

Tried going to vodafone to see what deals they have on blackberry phones at the moment but decided to leave because i had been waiting ages and the lady just saw the person behind me completely ignorning me.

Ok it's 2pm now so i am going to put my ipod on now still not sure which song but will let you know when i get a song on lol.

God i am soooooo bored right now lol tho im getting more friendly with people up here like Sam, Sev and Ron.

Oooooooh ok ive put black velvet on my ipod now what a tune that is. dunno why i like it thought guess it is just a cool track.

So glad the world cup had finished now what a lot of rubbish that Holland game was sunday night, i well wanted them to win but instead i wasted a couple of hours of my life watching that game for no reason cos it was crap lol.

Ok now i have put will you be there on the old ipod lol, by far one of my favourite Michael Jackson songs especially the end poem bit. I would like that s a vinyl quote on my bedroom wall when we move, i am going for a more grown up bedroom because i liked what T had done with hers when i stayed there so wanted something a bit more grown up than my rubbish dump of a room lol

Right i hace now run out of things to say except now i am having a good laugh with some of the people up here lol so i am going to shut up now and let you get on with the rest of your day now
so till next time toodles

Max your life

Hello bloggers
Bored on this course, and it is break time so thought i would spend a min or so posting a blog. Listening to music at the moment which is pretty cool, at the mo i have Abba on with "one of us". Oh the blog title i bet you are wondering where that came from lol. well i was inspired by my bottle of pepsi max lol which ok is a bit weird but that is what this course does to you lol.

Been writing my story most of the morning but got pretty bored of that to be hnest will continue it when i get a computer at home....or should i say if i get a computer at home lol!!!.

Now im listening to Michael Jackson with "the way you make me feel" awesome tune, i didnt like it till i eard it on this is it the movie/documetary i used to hate it cos after that song on one of my videos came black or white when the dad would shout at the don and i hated the shouting so the video for TWYMMF would always get fwd when it was on as a kid and it just sorta stuck me thinking i didnt like it i think.

Ok so now i m rambling about nothing lol shows how bored i really am lol!!! Oooooooh now its "They dont really care about us" awesome tune again....not that i like Michael or anything lol!!!

Right i am going now run out of things to say, maybe back when i get home if i can get my lappy back off my brother.
Till then toodles
xxxxx

Pics from pub crawl

Bit later than i said but never mind lol better late than never :)

Beat 2009

This is my 133rd blog this year which means ive topped 2009 niceeeeee

Jokessss

I don't even know why I bother anymore tbh

BBQ

Got Dave's family over for a BBQ today should be good. Mum has got a Pixie Lott cd and playing it atm im not too impressed tbh lol a couple of tunes are ok but nothing spectacular

Alton Towers

Can't wait till AT will be good, tho T just said she wants me to try stuff...hmmmm dunno about that but we shall see hehe

Michael Jackson

In our darkest hour

in my deepest dispair

will you still care?

will you be there?

In my trials

and my tripulations

throught our doubts

and frustrations

in my violence

in my turbulance

through my fears

and confessions

in my anguish

and my pain

through my joy

and my sorrow

in the promise of another tomorrow

I'll never let you part

For your always in my heart

Michael Joseph Jackson 

1958 - 2009

Summer

Summer this year has been amazing compaired to the last 3 years, ok so we had a bit of rain here and there but its a scorcher this year and i am totally loving it. Take today for example, boiling hot so i have me a nice cold pint of Cobra some nice music blaring out and i am just chilling writing my blog. No one else here and i am totally loving it to be fair.

Summer 2010 rocks

booooored

Bored on this dumb course, i've actually sat there most the time writing a story, or at least trying, i think this is one of my best ever story ideas though and hope to see it through...typically though i think i have too many characters but alot of them are just names mentioned by the main characters rather than playing any specific role in the story.

Turkeey 2010 baybee

Just found out my bestest trampiest cousin is coming turkey with me yaaaaaaaaaay

House

Just went to see a possible new house, nice it is hope we get it, garden is amazing, the bedroom that i would have is lovely toooo nice choice :)

Hold me closer tiny danceeeer

Really quite bored to be honest with you, on this dumb course with nothing to do so thought i would sit in word and type up a blog to post lol. Got my music on though which is a good thing hehe...tiny dancer is my song of the moment, hence the blog title hehe, stupid streetdance film that got me into the song then my brother played it at his world cup party/bbq when England played their first match which is when i remembered i liked the song from streetdance and have not stopped playing it since lol.

Hopefully they will let us go soon they usually do but i won't hold my breath hehe!! To be honest though it isn't that bad up here the people are nice hehe but it does get boring (7 hrs stuck in a room).

Ooooh i just realised that i have 17 days left till alton towers which will be awesome, however the closer it is getting the more real it is becoming....not the best thing to happen to me lol. Planning on going on spinball but wether i do or not remains to be seen but never mind, i should do but will have to watch it first.

Oooooooh love train by Rod Stewart now, another fav of mine since going to see him on June 1st. So glad i had that chance...after Michael i had to really. I know Michael would have been the best show i had ever been to but since i never got that far the spice girls still hold that title followed closely by Rod. Hopefully i will get to go to a concert with Toni soon :)


I am also hoping that my trampy cousin Harrie can come on holiday with us, that will be just the best thing ever and i actually can't wait for that if it happens, shouldn't be an issue to be fair but we will see can't wait thoooooooo so will keep you updated on that one.

Right I have run out of things to ramble on about now so until next time, bye bye
xxxx

Pub crawl 2010

What an ace day i have had. Went on a pub crawl with Jodi and ended up meeting some of her friends along the way. I got a bit hammered but was sensible and changed to nice refreshing glasses of lemonade and my god were that a nice feeling lol. Great day....some pics tomorrow :)

Jokes on me

Wow what a joke today was...well rid of it

weekend

Had a fab weekend with Harrie/George/Nene etc etc was nice to see my little tramp of a cousin again lol. Played mario with her and watched some One Tree Hill (i am sure one day she will totally regret introducing me to that show lol)

Knackered now and don't want to get up tomorrow lol. Oh and England are out of the world cup....rubbish team they are they lost 4-1 to Germany...shame because they played sooo well wednesday.

Few hours time

Can't wait in a few hours Nene and them peoples will be here for a bbq for my birthday...hoping Harrie is coming, bless her she hasn't been very well this week so hoping she still comes. :)

In what will go down in History....

.....as the greatest Michael Jackson day the world has ever seen

Ignore me it's part of one of his songs i just changed it a bit. Having a nice MJ day listening to his music is aces and i love that all the music channels have had at least one tribute on for him.

Every day create your history ~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~~ ♥ ~

MJ day

Having a bit of an MJ day today while getting ready for tomorrow. I actually do not feel as bad today as i thought i would do. I guess part of it could be that i know that even though the official date he died was June 25th he was still here this time last year as i never found out till like half 10 at night and guess it didn't really sink in till the next day anyway.

Anyway i have tidying up to do for tomorrow and an MJ day to enjoy :)

MJ tribute 2010

~ ♥ ~

Michael Joseph Jackson

1958 - 2009

Always in my heart

~ ♥ ~

Ok 11 mins later...

....and it's gone from being a plan to actually being booked woooop

Plans

WOOOOOOO planning to do Alton Towers with T and Em in about a months time....yay can't wait that will be fab

Birthday pressie list 2010

Thought i should let you blog readers know what i got for my birthday.

Money and lots of it
3 me2u bears (2 winter ones and a world cup england 2010 one)
ipod docking station
me2u photo frame & photo album
book made by toni
Locket
donald duck
mj mousemat/coaster/lap tray/keyring
denise welch book
carol mcgiffin book
michael jackson moonwalk book
perfume....dkny love from new york
body shop set
flashing tiara
pot plant :O
super mario galaxy wii game
wii sports resort wii game
bath stuff

O.M.G

No way!!! Just got T's pressie through the post and opened it....wow!!! Made my day she is awesome. She got me a lovely locket which she had engraved, very nice <3 but the fact she made me a memory book is something that amazes me, i haven't had a chance to read it propper just yet but what i have had a chance to see it's the best thing ever and i totally love her for it <3 she really is the bestest mate i've ever had.

My 21st Birthday

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy birthday to MEEEE!!!
Happy birthday to me

Woooop Woooooop

100+

Wow this is my 103rd post for 2010 what an achievement :)

Tough week

This week is gunna be hard, mixed feelings, my birthday is tomorrow, finally gunna be 21 lol but come friday it's gunna be crap cos Michael died a year ago friday :( I still don't believe it to be fair lol he was like a cat, he had 9 lives, and i only believe that the this is it version of him is actually dead lol what a weird feeling that is

Oth S7 (14.06.10)

Todaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay (under 2 hours infact)

OTH S7 (13.06.10)

Tomorrow woop woop

OTH S7 (12.06.10)

2 days.....eeeeek!!!

OTH S7 (11.06.10)

3 days to go

Oth S7 (10.06.10)

4 days to go

Formspring questions (6)

What was the best concert you went to?

Ok complicated, as it stands it would be the Spice Girls comeback tour in 2008. However I know without a shaddow of a doubt Michael Jackson would have topped it if I had got to go

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

Formspring questions (5)

What's one thing you own that you should probably throw away, but never will?

Edd the duck puppet lmao

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

Formspring questions (4)

Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

Usually introvert but does depend on the situation

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

Formspring questions (3)

Do you believe in life after death?

I believe dead people are sitting on clouds having good socialising with eachother watching over loved ones

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

Formspring questions (2)

What's the best place near you to get a pizza?

I wouldn't say it's near me but Frankie & benny's is amazing

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

Formspring questions (1)

Are you a morning or night person?

Morning, but wish that I was a night person

Ask me anything, you will get an honest answer

OTH S7 (09.06.10)

5 days :)

Oth S7 (08.06.10)

6 Dayssssss wahooooooooooooooooooo

Wahoooo

Buzzing, just found out One Tree Hill series 7 is starting on E4 next Monday can't wait

Last few days

WOW!! Not even a week after we had met up Stacey started being an idiot....that was wednesday...it is now sunday and i honestly do think we are done with her now....she's hurt T by lying all time, she isn't talking to me anyway but even if she was too much has happened now and it looks like we are gunna be mates wi emma now anyways.

Ace trip

OMG what an ace trip to gorgeous Yorkshire that was. i actually loved it so much that i didn't want to come home lol. Shame i had to really.

I got to see the delights of Yorkshire in the form of:
Frankie & Benny's
Costa
Starbucks
Nandos
Cinema (Streetdance 3d was awesome)
bowling (Miss Enthusiasm 2010....lol)

Best weekend of my life and i would go back now if i could. On the note of not wanting to be back my dear brother is actually downstairs now pissed out of his head....god knows how much he has had to drink but he is absolutely wasted....not sure i am going to want his head in the morning lol and he has work...oooops

Todaaaaaay

OMG in a few hours i will be with Toni & Staceeeeeeey yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

Buzzing

Juat booked tickets for trains yaaaaaay, have had to cancel my driving lesson for tomorrow cos of this course. Can't wait till friday, gunna do a countdown thing on Facebook with Toni hehe cos we are that cool lol Stace still hasn't told us how things stand but ah well least we know it will deffo happen either way :)

Soooo early

Urgh it's sooo early but i can't sleep i am so exciiiiiiiiited about seeing Toni it's unreal tbh lol Don't wanna start this course today though, sooner i can get the train booked sooner this will all seem even more real can't wait :)

Take Back

Ok i take that back me and T have just decided to fuck what Stacey thinks and just do it with or without her....yay so i will get my train all booked tomorrow, and can tell the guys that run that stupid course that i am starting tomorrow that i won't be in fridaaaaay.....yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay im well excited gunna be great

:(

Doesn't look like I will be going up T's next weekend cos Stacey hasn't let anyone know the score with work, even tho I told her i need to know by tomorrow :( Shame would have been a propper good weekend

Back

Back from Portsmouth, knackered, had a nice time with Harrie/Nene/George/Max & Simon, bit of a weird party though but never mind was nice to see them all again. Propper tired now and seems we got some rubbish going on with Stace....oh what fun lol

Parrrrrtaaaaaay

Going to Portsmouth today for nan's party, can't wait to see George, Max, Nene, Harrie, Simon & Les should be good, i will probably be with Harrie most of the time lol :)

2nd lesson

Did much better with steering today, the 2 hours seem to go on forever though lol and it really hurt my foot today lol

Eye-tye

Lol inventive title, what i am really trying to say is i just got back from an Itialian resturant with Michelle, was really nice....fried Squid was amazing yummmmmmmmmmy

Besnon lesson

Today's lesson was so much better, the guy was really calm, and i didn't end up on the path lol.....good stuff

Squeeeeeee

OMG Toni just made my day lol, she might have a way me, her and Stace can meet up soon.....so hope that happens i propper miss them woooooop

Driving

Driving didn't go so good ended up on the path cos the guy was yelling at me...what a twat, won't be using him again. Gunna try book with Benson again see what they can do for me ;)

URGH!!!

Why....when you have a good day, does it always have to be followed by a bad day? WHAT A MESS!!!!!

awwww :)

Had a right nice chat wi T today, was nice :) she told me she is into gardening at the moment hehe was nice to have a random chat with her about absolutely nothing lol

Rodderssssss

Just recieved the Rod Stewart tickets...woooop can't wait to go, will be a good night i am sure of it, Toni said it would be anyway lol yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

:O

Lesson got cancelled for today, got another booked for next thursday with a different company cos Benson were a let down hope it goes well :)

Wohooo

Booked first driving lesson for Friday, go me

rotflmao

OMG sooooooooooooooooo funny on sw, two people on same account is funny stuff

Buzzed

I am dead happy, had a lovely weekend, tiring lol but lovely all the same

Fun

Having a good time with the boys, spesh George, he such a lovely little kid, nice to talk to and play with, he knows all the names of his thomas trains, it's cute.

YAY

Nene and the boys are coming today can't wait will be good

Ahhhh

Watching tii it's pretty awesome but pretty sad too. This time last year we thought we were going to see him live little diiid we know he'd die 3 mnths later. Oooh history bit

Yay

Playing kh1 see if I can finally complete it after all these years lol. It's not as good as kh2 but still good

Wiiiicked

Got mum's mothers day pressie delievered to the shop today, it's absolutely awesome i love it, wish it was sunday now lol

No luck

Not luck with v-fest tickets they went in first 15 mins while i was in the que on ticketmaster.....but luckily for us little John seems to have got some for them both........YAY my brother might be happy now lol

URGH!!

I gotta go to job center at 2pm today cos they putting me back on that dumb new deal thing what a load of rubbish. Before that though gotta try and get Charlie some tickets for v-festival 15 mins till they go on sale wish me luck

Better

Thankfully today at work wasn't so stressful like Friday but guess everyone has days like that.

Back

Just got in after the meal, was nice, great food, lovely place, nice people...really enjoyable

Exciited

Going out with Mich tonight for a meal should be good

Stressful

Awful day at work today. Only went in for the red for heart day. Everything just went sooooo wrong though argh!!!

:(

Had to have my bunny put down today...shame but i know it is for the best

TII

This is it the dvd is out today go team Michael. Love him, Miss him etc etc

wow

Rocket not good today, eyes bleeding and everything poor bunnie

Still shocked

Wow it's been 2 hours since the live episode started, im still shocked at the outcome i cant quite take it in to be fair, and to have Bradley die in that ep :( wow

Happy Birthday

Happy 25th Birthday

Eastenders

Live episode tonight

8pm

 First episode aired Tuesday February 19th 1985 at 7 pm  

This is it

Oh yessssss this is what i have been waiting 11 years for, not some stupid duff duff come back, followed by an episode where we see her 4 times max and she doesn't even speak to Bianca....this is the real thing....this is the conversation i have waited 11 years to see.

I have been seeking out some old Bianca/Dan/Carol videos from 1999 some interesting stuff but Carol wasn't very nice, granted she had just found out her fiance was sleeping with her daughter but still.

And she still clearly has not let it go either, i love Carol and i am happy she is back but i do not like the way she is treating B, it's like it just happened, but it was 11 year ago i mean seriously love get over it but it is still the conversation i have been waiting for....i know huge contradiction there but they could still have the conversation without all the horrible stuff, how mean is it for a mother to warn her daughters soon-to-be husband that she will just hurt him again - WOW not cool at all. Gripping tv though.

But she came round...good ol' Carol, i just hope B proves her wrong. I won't hold me breath...it's Eastenders afterall but i can live in hope

Great to have everyone back even if Robbie and Sonia are not staying (though wish Robbie was to be fair but that kinda won't work out if Nita is pregnant)

How great would it to bring Dan Sullivan back now? Oh don't get me started on that...wonder what ever happened to him anyway, wow is that something i actually do not remember about Eastenders? LOL!!!

Awesome

Had a good day today at work, helped Sean with his paperwork cos he hates doing it. Sally's daughter Clare was in, she is cool I like her lol.

Had a laugh with everyone today was good.

1 year

One year since i first saw OTH school shooting episode, the day i can truely say my oth obsession really started thanks to my cousin Harrie lol

I was right *

Duff Duff come back - awesome though and Robbie came back toooo very funny ep and Sonia went to see Jamiiie yessssssssss my wish came true

Exciiiited

2 hours to goooooooo, my guess is she will be back at the end and get the duff duff....or B will get the duff duff with the classic duff duff face....see i am learning. Bring it onnnnnnn

Tomorrow.....

Tomorrow, I'll love you tomorrow, ya only a day away.

I can't wait....I have waited 11 years for this explosion, it will be great and I am soooo exciited

Eastenders: The Jacksons

Oh yesssss Carol is back tomorrow, I'm thrilled actually, I've seen how angry she still is with B in the DVD I got so it will be explosive.

It's good to see Sonia back too, though I would be more impressed if Rebecca came back. I do look foward to finding out what has happened to her and Martin though. And she better go and see Jamie. But what is really good is Billie coming back and being the same actor as it was when he was a littl kid with big hair, and he has got fiiit too.

Will also bee good to see Robbie back, find out what he is upto, I haven't been this excited about EE for about 5 years.

4 years

Valentines day today, special to most people cos their got their partners but for me it's the day I first met Toni. 4 years today, crazy really seems like it has been longer than that.

Rocket

Ah my bunny looks better now, still not 100% but certainly better.

Ahhhhh

All snuggled in my bed, as it should be. Watching my EE DVD nice and warm and comfy hehe thinking about stuff

Wooooo

Got my DVD today it's fab carol is back woooo hope she comes back for a while

Kat and alfie are back soon toooo wooop

Gaah

I don't wanna go to work today quite happy in my bed lol but had a nice lay in today....yay

Blah

Still no DVD hmmmm hOpe it's here before feb 19th lol

:@

Rough day...seriously rough

Posted

Should get ee DVD tomorrow as they posted it today wooo hope I do will be good

Sundaaay

Realised today what Sunday is. And how happy we are.

Omfg!!

Wow almost just died laughing cos dad has some dodgy bread making video on YouTube lmao soooooooo funny

Soon

Not long now till feb 16th, one year since I first saw OTH 3x16 (school shooting episode)

First we have valentines day though, 3 years since I me Toni...bit weird we doing that one just us now though but that's life.

Ee DVD

Ordered the ee DVD lastnight, can't wait till it gets here :)

Bunnie

Poor little thing it's ill and behaving like a horse. If it wasn't such an issue then it would be funny but poor little bunnie :(

Soooo sad

LOL!!! Me and Deb have no lives. SW has been down for ages now and we are lost for stuff to do lol oh what great lives we have lol funny really ;)

Damn!!

Now I'm ill lol propper bad stomache ache had it since about 7 lastnight and now I feel sick

Rocket may have an ear infection so is off to the vets

Tiired!!

Urgh I'm so tired and dunno why guess George and Max wore me out lol

WOW!!

Blast from the past, Tony is here hmmm I was only thinking about him yesterday how strange

Little devil

My bunny Rocket is a little devil. Climbed the stairs today cheeky little thing i can tell he will be trouble lol

Better?

Urm yeah.....not great but better will do

:) or :(

Who knows? maybe both today. Off to bed anyways am knackered might post again on ipod night all hope tomorrow is :) day

Realization

Just realised it is fastly coming up to a year since I really got in deep with my one tree hill obsession.

Monday feb 16th 2009 was the day, episode 3.16 the episode was. The episode Jimmy Edwards indirectly caused Keith's murder. By far one of the best oth episodes ever made.

Granted I love every episode bar 1 of them but 3.16 was AMAZING!! And even now 4 series later that episode still has an impact on the story.

It was the episode that made me hate Dan Scott more than anything, or anyone else in the world.

Yes I understand Dan is purely a fictional character but he brings out some seriously strong feelings of hatered. I hated him before he killed Keith but a million times more after, which shows how good of an actor Paul Johansson is.

Everyone is simply amazing in 3.16.
Sophia Bush with Brooke's speech and realisation that Jimmy did what he did because no one paid him any attention...something Brooke herself was guilty of
Chad Michael Murray with luke's concearn firstly as a brother to Nathan, then a friend to both Haley and peyton
Hillary burton with her portrayal of peyton who had been shot in the leg, but wanting to believe it was just broken glass in her.
Craig sheffer with the brave uncle routine and friend of Jimmy's.
Paul Johansson as the worried father of Nathan turned murderer
James Lafferty as Nathan, the worried husband of Haley turned hero going into the tutor center
Jimmy Edwards the victim
Daneel Harris as rachel gatina who defended mouth to jimmy
Bethany joy galeotti as Haley James Scott the only person not guilty of forgetting who jimmy was she tried to keep the peace
Abby brown the diabetic that jimmy let leave the tutor center and consequently the only person to see dan kill Keith
Lee Norris as mouth who was jimmy's best friend before luke joined the ravens
Moira Kelly as Karen roe, lucas' worried mum following his brave entry into school to find peyton, she was worried about the wrong person though
Skills who was jimmy's other friend before luke got popular and took mouth and skills along for the ride too
Glenda Farrell who just wanted to be loved by her mother.... Just for an hour

Sweet

Good day today. Bunny isn't scared no more, sw is back with a brill update, met some awesome people this week, named my bunny Rocket, watched joe pasquale, joe mcelderry was on Ntas, spoke to T and now watching oth

Can life be any more perfect?

Wowzers

Got sw with drawal tonight it's offline for massive upgrade :(

Ahhhhh :)

Nice chat wi T today miss talking to her like that but it's good to have a bit of time not talking much cos when you go back to it ya enjoy it so much more.

:(

Do not wanna work today I'm far to comfy here in bed lol roll on Thursday!!

Joe Pasquale

Been watching Joe Pasquale "Does he really talk like that tour" dvd it is hillarious and he sings that get on ya nerves song which i love.

He also does some sausage factory song.....funny man he really is. Would love to go and see him again :) Some of his things i have seen before though but still funny

More bunny pics

Bunny

Awww got my bunnie today love him sooooo much. Here are a few pics i took so cute. (One Michelle took so i could see him before i got him)

Weird

And some bloke asked me out tooo lmao

Joke!!

Work were crap today nowt to do cos they couldn't install tills then got a headache so came home at 1 lol

Lay in

Having a lay in today not going to work till 10 :)

Night peeps

Long day today propper tired now and working in the morning. Joy!!

You know I've realised I've used my blog alot lately which is cool and if my calculations are correct it is a month tomorrow sine Joe won the xfactor :)

Anyway that'll do bit of a nonsense post tbh but that's what blogs are for right?
Night ya'll

Hmmm

Work was tiring today hehe going to andy's for Aaron's bday

Urgh!!!

Don't want to get up I like my bed haha

Leccy dude

Lectric man here ha

Yawn

Ok only just made it to bed watched the end of Forrest Gump. Love that film.

Now watching oth not tired now I'm in bed though lol

Rabbit

Trying to convince dad he should look after the rabbit till the summer....hope it works ive seen pics its so gorgeous i want him :( i scrubbed floors for that rabbit lol and no one giving me a chance

Anyway im tired im off to bed more fighting for that rabbit to do tomorrow lol cant wait someone had to give me a chance at some point surely

Drunk brother

Charlie has had a bit to drink tonight he weird drunk but I think some of it is put on for performance purposes.

Only just gone to bed lmao rebel ain't I lol

Hmmmph!

My efforts today so far have been a waste of time no bunny yet GRRRR!!

Extremes!

The things i would do to get a rabbit lol mum and dave went out at 2:45 and i have literally hoovered the entire downstairs and cleaned the kitchen floor since they went. Having a break now and when i start again i will be dusting lol oh the extremes you have to go to, to get what ya want

Lastnight i cleaned my room and washed up/dried up aswell im on a roll just hope it works!

Happiness

Ahhh I'm happy tonight. Stacey and toni are the bestest mates in the world. Lucky to have them tbh.

Thanks stace for giving me these thought in bed tonight.

Hoping

Here is to hoping I can have a rabbit haha miss having a pet

Night

Am in bed watching One Tree Hill cos I love it building up to 3.16 hopefully I will get there this time around exciting stuff. May not be the best episode happiness wize but it's one of the best storyline wize cos even now in season 7 which is 4 seasons on it's still having a massive effect to the plotline

Anyway i'm tired so night all

Let it snow

WOW!! Snow is back again. 2 Week break we had for it to come back again. But this time it is back with a vengance it's mental. At least 5/6" deep. Naturally i have pics cos i am cool hehe couple of them are ones my dad took at his place and i stole them cos they are more scenic than mine.

Lakeside

Going to Lakeside today should be good i am currently putting songs on me ipod as i got a couple of cd's recently that i have not yet put on there.

Gunna have to go and have some breakfast in a bit cos im hungry might get a chance to post before i go but if not have a nice day all :)

New game

Spent some of my xmas money today on a new wii game called MySims agents. Have not yet had a chance to play it as i have been watching my waterloo road dvds almost finished those though i am still loving Mika, Tom and Chlo.

I have the original MySims for the wii, wanted MySims kingdom for xmas but turns out it looks pretty crap so changed my mind. Looked at the agents version of MySims today saw some videos of it and it looks pretty cool, to be honest though for £25 i should hope so.

If anyone else has a wii and wants me to add them as a friend via the wii online feature. Please reply to this with a comment and leave your wii number and i will add. When i later go on my wii after watching final disk of WLR i will find out my number and let people know.

Other blogs

While this is my main blog i also have two others which i would like to link to in this post. The other 2 are reletively new but feel free to keep an eye on all 3. Opera blog and SB blog

WLR s03 part 1

Finished s03 part 1 don't think i will bother with part 2 tonight tooo tired and can't be bothered can't see i will be awake much longer had a crap day to be honest.

WLR s03 part 1 is good though but didnt like Mason when she first turned up. What is it with everyone new in WLR being twits, first Andrew then Brett followed closely by Davina, then Rachel and now Max (every one of them apart from max so far i have changed my mind about before they left, you watch Max will turn out to be decent by the end of his stint aswell)

NYD

At dad's now gunna have a takeaway again I'm propper tired though haha and constantly thinking about t haha

Joe McElderry <3

YAY!! 

Joe got to

Number 1

which makes him 

last #1 of 

2009 

and 

first #1 of 

2010

Go Joe!!!

New year. New start.

That's it another year over. New one has begun. I usually love NYear but last night just felt weird. So much bad stuff happened in 2009 it just didnt feel the same.

I just hope 2010 is better and i intend to start it with a positive mind and think that it WILL be better.

So here is to a happy 2010 hope you all have a good one